FEAR Challange

So I try to follow this blog http://ohsheglows.com/2012/08/01/the-august-challenge/ and this month its Challenge month. SO I thought Hey this is a great time to do this. Its day 7 and I think I have remembered twice! lol
So Today I am going to really put my best foot forward and do this.
I struggle really hard with Anxiety and some depression. Not being on any meds due to my doctor not wanting moms to be on meds, I am a mess. Most days are good, then there are the days that I am just a wreck. " I cant do this" " I will never be ....."  most common phrases.
So I am going to not just TRY but DO the challenge.
So today I am starting Day 1!
Today is:
Drum roll please............
Fear- Of not being enough.

I struggle with this a lot. I am always telling Mike sorry for not  doing enough. I feel like I should be able to clean the house, organize everything and be at least cute when he gets home. Instead I am usually unless I went somewhere that day, I am in my jammies and the house is picked up but not CLEAN. I feel so lazy. I know it has to do with being 37.5 weeks pregnant but I still wish I could just GO GO GO.  So today I will start the focus of being okay with being THIS.